It feels so good to be happy and free and sometimes things can take that happiness away. You’ll blame everything for why you’re unhappy. Your friends, family, lovers, ex lovers, even strangers. Ultimately you’ll blame everyone because of your misery but the truth is that it’s you! You control the decisions you make. Your choices, right or wrong. You’re the one making them. Because you and you alone will set yourself up for success or failure. And in the end when staring at the mirror at night, wondering who you really are, you’re never going to satisfied by what’s looking back. Because in the end, you are your own monster.
Another part of my philosophy coming at you
Is it too much to ask to be wanted. To feel needed, like someone depends on you. I want to feel something other than resentment for the people around me. All this guilt,anger, and craving. Craving attention from the people that ignore me the most. I kept it all bottled but now it’s overflowing. “act on your impulse,swallow the bottle, cut a little deeper, let it all take over”
OLD POETRY TO BE CLEAR
So you guys can read my poetry, you’re welcome
Holy shit I havent been in tumblr since like forever
Scarf to hide the choke marks