May 2013
Living the high life
It feels so good to be happy and free and sometimes things can take that happiness away. You’ll blame everything for why you’re unhappy. Your friends, family, lovers, ex lovers, even strangers. Ultimately you’ll blame everyone because of your misery but the truth is that it’s you! You control the decisions you make. Your choices, right or wrong. You’re the one making...
Another part of my philosophy coming at you
I want what the world can’t give me
Cut a little deeper
Is it too much to ask to be wanted. To feel needed, like someone depends on you. I want to feel something other than resentment for the people around me. All this guilt,anger, and craving. Craving attention from the people that ignore me the most. I kept it all bottled but now it’s overflowing. “act on your impulse,swallow the bottle, cut a little deeper, let it all take over”
OLD POETRY TO BE CLEAR
So you guys can read my poetry, you’re welcome
Holy shit I havent been in tumblr since like forever
Scarf to hide the choke marks
that terrifying feeling when you are finishing a book and THERE AREN’T ENOUGH PAGES LEFT FOR ALL OF THE THINGS THAT NEED TO HAPPEN.
April 2013
I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.
calcifer:
Little kids are just assholes you’re not allowed to hit
nickysixpack:
one time i was at my friend’s house while her sister was getting arrested and 3 cops walk into the house one checks all the rooms and when he looks in the first bathroom there i am sitting on the toilet seat in south park boxers shaving my legs and we just lock eyes and i just kinda freeze and after like 4 seconds of absolute silence i’m like “…what seems to be the problem officer”...
Have you ever woken up from a dream and ached because it wasn’t real? Real tears coming down your face because you wanted it so badly. For that moment to be real, that much love in a moment seemed so unreal.
Julia is actually probably the only friend who cares about my well being
You and me. Me and you. I think about it every night it’s only right.
I’ve never wanted anything to be more real than that dream
me: *laughs*
parents: what's so funny what's going on who are you talking to can i see what's the joke haha i bet that's great what are you trying to hide from us